This blog is old. I set it up years ago when my kids were small. My intention was to document my experiences in motherhood...keep a digital log of our family adventures.
I always envied bloggers~ the way they take something seemingly mundane and give it an aire of importance by simply sharing it. I struggled to find the confidence to believe that my reality was significant enough...why would anyone care.
I also found that actually being a mother often interfered with my motherhood documenting time.
So this page of mine was abandoned.
Time has rolled forward, my kids are mostly grown..I am older. I began settling into a new dynamic. One very different from mothering five young children. Many struggles, lots of fear...and a new path before me.
And fate stepped in to remind me that I still have lessons to learn.
I discovered I was expecting....pregnant...again.
The past year has been wave after wave of unexpected change.
Right when I thought I was wrapping my head around my new found journey...it all pitched off the deep end.
I decided to pull out my old blog here...maybe I still lack the confidence to believe my words will hold meaning to anyone aside from myself. I do have enough self love to know *I* need to process these experiences. I saved my old posts and I cleared myself a little spot here to journal.
And this is it~♡